IT'S BEEN LONG , MY FEW FAITHFUL READERS :) . BEEN EXPERIENCING QUITE A GREAT DEAL RECENTLY . HAVE NO SLIGHTEST IDEA WHERE TO START FROM . OK , MAYBE LETS START FROM TODAY . I'M SICK . WHY MUST IT ALWAYS DAMN IT BE ME ?! BUT LOOK , GOD IS PRETTY FAIR IN CERTAIN WAYS , I'VE GOT GIRLFRIEND AND FAMILIES TO LOOK AFTER ME , I'VE GOT MEDICINE TO TAKE , I'VE GOT THE SWEETEST BED IN EARTH . THAT'S QUITE COOL , IF YOU COMPARE TO PEOPLE IN .. LET'S SAY AFGHANISTAN ? THOUGH MY LIFE NOW IS LEADING AIMLESSLY , BUT I BELIEVE IT'S JUST A MATTER OF TIME FOR ME TO GET BACK ON TRACK . I'M HAPPY ENOUGH NOW TO SPEND TIME WITH GRANNY AND MY LOVE BECAUSE TIME CAN NEVER BE SPEND ENOUGH WITH SOMEONE YOU TRULY CARE FOR AND LOVE . I OFTEN FANTASISE THAT I COULD SPEND ALL MY LIFETIME TO SPEND WITH THEM , BUT IT'S NOT QUITE POSSIBLE AS YOU CAN SEE I USED THE WORD ' FANTASISE' . LIFETIME IS TOO BIG A WORD , A DECADE MORE FOR ME I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO THANK ENOUGH . IT'S NOT ABOUT QUANTITY , IT'S THE QUALITY . THE QUALITY OF TIME YOU SPEND TOGETHER .

I HOPE THAT

EVERY TIME WE MEET

IT WOULD BE A PLEASANT DAY FOR US

EVERY TIME WE MEET

THERE WOULD BE NO FIGHTS AND QUARRELS

EVERY TIME WE MEET

WE CAN FEEL HOW BLESSED WE ARE TO BE TOGETHER

I HOPE THAT

YOU COULD BE HAPPY EVERY SINGLE DAY

YOU COULD BE HEALTHY

YOU COULD PUT DOWN THE PAST

LIVE WITHOUT HAVING TO BE HARD FOR ON YOURSELF

WE ARE GOING SEPARATE WAYS , WILL THE BOND BREAK ?

IT REALLY WILL IF YOU WERE TO KEEP THINKING OF IT

IT WON'T IF WE ARE TRUE TO EACH OTHER .

I'M GOING TO STUDY HARD , WORK HARD IN BUILDING MY RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU YIYIN AND BE A FILIAL BOY . I WILL WORK , EARN , SAVE MONEY FOR MY FUTURE LOVE . MONEY COULD MAKE 10% OF RELATIONSHIPS , IT COULD ALSO DESTROY 90% OF RELATIONSHIPS .

I OFTEN WONDER...

WHAT LIFE IS LIKE AHEAD OF ME

I WOULDN'T WANT TO KNOW IT NOW

BECAUSE

I WOULD LIKE TO FIND IT OUT MYSELF